Convenience makes the visionary loose....

An old flame losing flair....
the evil hawk approaches near....
withered flame....no blame....a losing game....
changing colours seems the same....convenience!
Feels so good to lose your way again!
Though some are ashamed of the same....

Resolutions for the year 2010....

Decided on some of nxt yrs resolutions:
1)will become selectively inactive in orkut/FB, but
will twitter my thoughts regularly
2)will uninstall gtalk from my system
3)will concentrate more on things that matter
4)will take breakfast atleast 3 times a week and eat less junk food
5)will become more obedient and read more
6)will sleep by 01:00am at night
7)will try to keep in touch more
8)will stick to the resolutions I take

Feeling Again (Inspiration- 3 IDIOTS song)

Let me feel the sunshine,
Let me feel the rain,
Let me be the same old boy,
That I was once again;

Though I drift apart,
Never was I the same,
But, I have been working harder since,
To be the best again;

Let me have this one chance,
Even if this be the last,
I’ll grab it with both my hands,
And be the one I was;

So, I can feel the sunshine,
I can feel the rain,
I can see the snow above,
I am the same old boy again; :D

For a new Day....

Holding on to my life,
Blazing fields, leaving trails;
Crossing rivers, drowning deep;
Battered-bruised- bloodied feel;
Gasped for breath, feared for life;
Still alive, flying high;
Felled many times- on these fields,
Stood again-that giddy feel;
Drowned many times in these streams,
Floated up bloodied beat;
Don’t know how, don’t know why;
Still fighting, the inside fights;
As sweat drips down on thy face,
Battered- bruised-bloodied facade;
The fight is on, the fight is on;
Will keep fighting till the end of Dawn;

Halo of Death

As darkness falls and lightning cracks,
My heart feels a whipping lash,
Been so down, all but out,
Been through hell, without a doubt;
Not knowing if I did deserve,
As ruthless pain crush my heart,
The black bloods come sprinkling out,
Engulfing me both in and out;
The soaring ache feels so rude,
Finally I am dying for good;

Dukho Jala ja bhese ja….

Chile kothai kosto lokas chupisare,
Moner bhetor norok jala ghapti mare,
Dekhte Jodi nai ba pelam ei byatha tor,
Bujhte pari moner bhetor jolon jor,
Khujbi naki eksathe oi osudhtake,
Kostokhani bhese jabe osru jole,
Aai chute aai, Aai chute aai, Aai chute aai,
Moner dake gogon pane jai bhese jai,
Bhulbi sob dukho jala khusir tore,
Firbe abar hasi khusi tor-e ghore,
Moner osukh, dukho jala bhallage na,
Ja chole ja, Ja chole ja, Ja chole ja….

The Run of Life....

Have been running all my life,
In my dreams, through my nights;
Don’t know when to start or stop,
Don’t know if I would last till long;
Voices around screams and says,
You are doomed, you are dead;
A fire inside gushes up,
Yells out so loud and clear,
You can’t stop, you can’t rest,
You can’t fumble, run with Zest;
Can’t give up, can’t give in,
Can’t keep up with living in Sin;
So I keep running,
Through my pain, through my sob;
Running on and running on,
Till my breath keeps me on.

Dark Rain

The rain is falling again, though it doesn't feel the same....
Dark rain, blood rain, pitch black....
Pierces my soul, pierces me whole....
Though I miss the pain, only a sense of emptiness....
Darkness permeates through....engulfing everything....
I have never liked the rain, but its all inconsequential now....
Somewhere deep down....a voice murmurs....
Darkness has finally arrived....

The CAT Fiasco 2009

It was supposed to be the most flawless exercise ever conducted on such a massive scale....instead it turned out to be an excercise crammed with glitches.The reason for which has been attributed to some virus which has affected some particular lab codes. However the important point that seem to be missed is the trials that were supposed to be conducted before the commencementof the test.All this leads to a feeling that the conducting authority took this in a very casual manner.The assurance of rescheduling is welcome, but we need to take into account the emotional suffering that the candidates has suffered. The amount of dedication and commitment that goes into the preparation for these exams is tremendous. And the effect it has when it gets cancelled. Theres a sudden sense of emptiness and concentrating again can be difficult. The choice of slots should also be looked into while rescheduling. The candidates whose test got reschedulled during sunday slots will be hurt the most if they don't get slot of their choice. Also people do have prior commitments. The IIMs should also give adequate time to students to plan their travel because of the minimal number of centres in which the tests are getting conducted this year. Hence, candidates have to come from quite a distance to give the tests which can be hazardous. All in all we have still not seen the end of CAT 2009 and the process, it seems, will be lingering on for some time more. The world's toughest exam just became the most controversial one too.