Halo of Death

As darkness falls and lightning cracks,
My heart feels a whipping lash,
Been so down, all but out,
Been through hell, without a doubt;
Not knowing if I did deserve,
As ruthless pain crush my heart,
The black bloods come sprinkling out,
Engulfing me both in and out;
The soaring ache feels so rude,
Finally I am dying for good;